She did not care for children's books in which the children grew
up, as what "growing up" entailed (in life as in books)
was a swift and inexplicable dwindling of character; out of a clear
blue sky the heroes and heroines abandoned their adventures for some
dull sweetheart, got married and had families, and generally started
acting like a bunch of cows. --The Little Friend, Donna Tartt
Reading the passage in Donna Tartt's novel The Little Friend
in which twelve-year-old Harriet reflects on the dull fate of child
heroes who grow up reminded me of all the fat Victorian novels I used
to take from my mother's glass-front bookcase and leave three-quarters
unread. They began, as books did in those days, at the beginning: Chapter
One. I am Born. And so, lying on my stomach on the seventies-vintage
orange shag rug, I'd settle into the maroon-and-gold thickness of David
Copperfield or Of Human Bondage or one of the other big books
from the same leather-bound set. At ten I considered myself too old
for children's books; my mother considered me too young for most "adult"
books, unless she had vetted the content, but "classics" were
always acceptable. I'd devour the first fifty or one hundred pages in
dreamy, satiated fascination. The heroes and heroines were generally
orphans, oppressed by cruel cousins or wicked stepfathers or vicious
headmasters; they lived in gloomy but vividly described surroundings
and were always being locked in haunted rooms or made to sleep in coffins
or sentenced to some hideous public humiliation before their whole school.
I adored them.
But suddenly they would be snatched away, and in their place would
be some bland twenty-year-old doing insipid things for which I had no
use. With the exception of Oliver Twist, who never grew up, and
Jane Eyre, who did, but somehow retained her child-strong intensity,
my erstwhile heroes would begin to bore me. Every ounce of my sympathy
was given to David Copperfield, disgraced by having to wear a sign reading
"HE BITES" to boarding school or poor, club-footed Philip
in Of Human Bondage, forgotten by adults in the greater bustle
of his mother's death, but I never cared about them becoming a lawyer
or doctor or marrying the boss's daughter or throwing their life away
on some tartish waitress. And so I'd put them aside, vowing to return
at some other time when my patience might be greater, but never getting
around to it.
At the end of one of Rudyard Kipling's Mowgli stories from The Jungle
Book, we are told that the wild wolf-boy will someday leave his
jungle ways behind and become a solid burgher of the village. "But
that is a story for grownups," Kipling wrote, and, wisely, he left
it untold. The struggle after happiness is always more interesting than
its attainment. Perhaps it's for the same reason that fairy stories
end with marriage, rather than beginning with it. I discovered this
for myself when I started writing stories that became sequels, then
series. Once the long-suffering lovers were united at last, what else
was there to do with them -- except to give them children, who would
then become the focus of the new tales? (Thus grew the "Gerold
Family Saga," which eventually required the drawing of family trees
and historical timelines for me to keep up with.)
Is childhood really so much richer in event than adult life? Perhaps
not, but it feels richer in detail, experienced more deeply and freely,
without weight of comparison or analysis. Flannery O'Connor once said
that anyone who survives childhood will never lack for material to write
about, and I believe she was right: when writers like Dickens or Bronte
(or Stephen King, for that matter) draw upon their own childhood for
emotional if not literal inspiration, their writing takes on a power
and resonance not always present in their other work. Fiction centered
on the child as narrator or protagonist, whether written for children
or adults, has a particular hold upon the imagination, and if the child
happens to be sensitive and misunderstood, and to be an orphan or near-orphan,
to appear insignificant, but to have some unguessed talent and courage,
then we are back in the realm of our own childhood reading. Small wonder,
then, that so many adults wait eagerly for the next Harry Potter
book. To read of Harry, confined by his horrible aunt and uncle to a
cupboard under the stairs, discovering in himself the gift of magic
is to re-experience The Secret Garden or A Wrinkle in Time,
that intense world of childhood secrets and suffering.
As a child reader, I was happiest when my heroes were most miserable,
like Sara Crewe in A Little Princess after her father dies penniless
and the heartless headmistress Miss Minchin makes her live in the school
garret and work as a general slavey; brave Sara befriends rats and scullery
maids, and, though nearly fainting from hunger in front of a bakery
window, spends her last penny to buy a roll for an even poorer street
child. All our heroine's suffering is ennobled by the knowledge (this
being the book world and not the real world) that fortunes can be reversed,
that those thought dead may return, that miraculous rescues are possible.
The childhood world takes on a greater intensity the farther it is removed
from the adult world, which is why child heroes are so often orphans
or are incompletely or inadequately parented. Jane Eyre, when her story
begins, is a ten-year-old orphan living on the grudging charity of a
resentful aunt; so too is Harry in Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone.
Mary, in the chilling opening scenes of The Secret Garden, is
the only one left alive when a killing fever strikes her family. Scout
in To Kill a Mockingbird has a father but no mother; Meg Murry
in A Wrinkle in Time has a mother, but her father is trapped
in another dimension, from which only she can save him. In Heather Quarles'
young adult novel A Door Near Here, Katherine's father has essentially
abandoned the family to be with his new wife, and her mother has retreated
into alcoholism.
Harriet Cleve Dufresnes of The Little Friend is similarly left
to herself; after the death of her brother, her father finds it convenient
to be away "on business" most of the time, and her mother
alternates between overt depression and a state of dreamy confusion.
When trouble strikes, and it always does, these children don't look
to adults for help; orphans against the world, they face its mysteries
and dangers alone, or aided by their friends: the kind of friends, as
Stephen King said in "The Body" (later filmed as Stand by
Me) that one has in childhood, and never again.
The Little Friend is 555 pages long, and like the best books
of childhood, it captures a world too fully for us to ever want to leave
it; less than halfway through, I was already dreading the end. Harriet
is twelve and a heroine that those of us who grew up with our noses
in books can't help but love: "Harriet was neither pretty
nor sweet. Harriet was smart." Smart enough, she decides, that
she can not only solve the unsolved murder of her brother, hanged in
his own backyard when Harriet was a baby, but can also see to the punishment
of the killer. In this quest she is aided by her friend Hely, who loves
James Bond movies, Evel Kneivel cartoon shows, horror comics, and Harriet.
With elements of Southern gothic, murder mystery, and coming of age
tale, the novel is also as passionate a paean as I've read to the pleasure
and the importance of reading fiction, not as a sterile educational
task but as a way of experiencing the world.
Sentimentalizing childhood as a "time of innocence" misses
the point. Innocence is a self-destroying quality, and what children
are about is the business of gaining experience. It is the moment of
gaining knowledge that we remember most vividly, and this, perhaps,
is why the books of childhood stay with us so long. We remember them
not because they were the best books we ever read, but because they
were the first to move us in a particular way, the first to take us
to places that existed only inside ourselves, and thus were everywhere.
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Additional Reading
The Goats by Brock Cole. A boy and girl, social outcasts on the
brink of puberty, are stripped naked and abandoned on an island as a
camp joke. The story moves from simple physical survival (finding clothes
and food, getting off the island) to a complex journey of spiritual
and emotional growth, and the insights into preadolescent consciousness
feel raw and real.
The
Absence of Nectar by Kathy Hepinstall. This story is told by Alice,
an 11-year-old whose mother has married the wicked Simon Jester, of
the human subspecies step-parentis terribilis, i.e. he may have
killed his last wife and child. As in her previous works, Hepinstall
features a brother-sister duo and several other strange and unfortunate
juveniles, including the unforgettable Persely Snow, locked away in
a mental hospital for poisoning her parents.
That Night by Alice McDermott. A neighborhood scandal, or tragedy,
is played out before the wondering eyes of a young girl awed by the
doomed love of her teenage neighbors: "I remember only that my
ten-year-old heart was stopped by the beauty of it all."
A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket. A Gorey-esque
series (there are nine of them so far, commencing with The Bad Beginning
and progressing to The Carnivorous Carnival), these tongue-in-cheek
melodramas follow the trials of the beleaguered Baudelaire Orphans;
we begin with a mysterious fire that kills their parents, and then things
get much, much worse.
The Death of Sweet Mister by Daniel Woodrell. The author styles
himself 'country noir,' and this Southern gothic is a shotgun marriage
of Greek tragedy and crime novel, all filtered through the narration
of thirteen-year-old Shuggie Akins, who loves his mama just a little
bit more than he ought to.
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Kathryn Kulpa is a graduate student in the Teaching Certification Program
of the University of Rhode Island Graduate School of Library and Information
Studies, where she gets to read kids' books for credit. She eventually
did get around to reading all of David Copperfield and Of
Human Bondage, but still likes the beginnings best.