Somehow, the following poem by Mary Oliver—from her 1994 collection, White Pine—seems apropos to what has transpired this week and how I am feeling:
Mockingbirds
This morning
two mockingbirds
in the green field
were spinning and tossingthe white ribbons
of their songs
into the air.
I had nothingbetter to do
than listen.
I mean this
seriously.In Greece,
a long time ago,
an old couple
opened their doorto two strangers
who were,
it soon appeared,
not men at all,but gods.
It is my favorite story–
how the old couple
had almost nothing to givebut their willingness
to be attentive–
but for this alone
the gods loved themand blessed them–
when they rose
out of their mortal bodies,
like a million particles of waterfrom a fountain,
the light
swept into all the corners
of the cottage,and the old couple,
shaken with understanding,
bowed down–
but still they asked for nothingbut the difficult life
which they had already.
And the gods smiled, as they vanished,
clapping their great wings.Wherever it was
I was supposed to be
this morning–
whatever it was I saidI would be doing–
I was standing
at the edge of the field–
I was hurryingthrough my own soul,
opening its dark doors–
I was leaning out;
I was listening.—Mary Oliver